Hey, I figured I might as well put an about me since this blog is, mainly, about me.
Some of the people here may know who I am but on this specific platform I am trying to stay somewhat anonymous. Not for shame nor embarrassment, but just because I write better for some reason if I pretend like I’m not me, but I’m more like me interviewing me. I have a very great life, and I absolutely love everyone that I have close to me. I also have depression and social anxiety, which makes being an extrovert slightly difficult. I want to have fun, I want to have a flew of friends just always around me but my little brain doesn’t let me do that very well.
We are working on it. I’m not successful (in the traditional Blog sense), I am not even close to wealthy. I just love writing. Most of this is cathartic, actually all of it. I always seem to find blogs that are so nice and the people on them no longer have any problems all of a sudden and have just turned into these fucking* gurus.
*I cuss a lot. I’m sorry it offends you, but I’m not sorry I do it. Again, cathartic.
I’m not one of those gurus nor do I really want to be. I just have always wanted to be able to follow someone who is going through the same things as me RIGHT NOW. Not in 2013, not once after an (insert gender preference here) broke up with me, and I wrote one post that went viral about how I was kind of sad. Nope, it’s just me. Trying to work through these things the best way I know how. Talking it out. I also draw a lot and I am predicting now that you will see a shit load of my art on here because that also helps me refocus my brain. Do what you have to do to make your brain want to love you instead of fight you (unless, of course that thing is killing people, don’t do that).
So that’s me, I hope these posts help you as much as they are helping me.
(For those who know my actual name you know that it doesn’t actually start with a “P”, it’s actually an “A”, but that one seems to be taken by the bitch on Pretty Little Liars)